the reason i first started to run was because i liked the title that went with it.
whenever someone said that they just came back from i run, i thought "WOW THAT PERSON IS SO FIT AND COOL AND SOPHISTICATED". i always looked up to people who would go long distance running, i would be amazed by their stamina and persistence and how they didn't look like a dying chicken when they ran a gazillion kilometres.
running soon became something i did (kind of) regularly, to get away from stress and to test my own persistence.
as soon as i got over that the urge of stopping, i felt like i could go on for ages. i'd say the best part about running is finishing it all, that final moment when you can relieve your legs from the BURNING PAIN.
to me, running's not really about losing weight and all that jazz, but really i do it to test my self and push my self to go further. i definitely don't think i'm great at running long distances because i go at a moderately slow pace when i'm just running by myself and today i freaked out when so many people were sprinting/running in the 800m.
one of the bad things about running is that now i can't run as much now because my knees are really weak because i keep on falling over all the time , so sometimes they start to hurt after running for a while.
but i guess it's worth the pain.
xxteaa
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
muffin ?
i'm constantly thinking about food . all the time .
the other day i had a dream about eating this GIGANTIC maxibon icecream and it tasted SO GOOD, but then i felt guilty because icecreams are unhealthy, but then i woke up and everything was ok because i got to EAT it but not GAIN any calories. (:
that was probably the best dream ever.
although i'm obsessed with food, one of my biggest fears are gaining weight. and my life is a constant battle of my love of food and being fat.
stupid? i know.
at this current moment, i'm deciding whether i should go downstairs and eat a muffin. omg, i really want to eat that muffin right now. it's so yummy and nommy :D but then again, it's really late, and i won't be able to burn it off because i'll be going to sleep soon. and muffins have lots of sugar especially this one because it's a chocolate chip one. but i really want to eat it.
should i eat it ? SHOULD I ? ALL THIS PRESSURE IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD :(
xxteaa
the other day i had a dream about eating this GIGANTIC maxibon icecream and it tasted SO GOOD, but then i felt guilty because icecreams are unhealthy, but then i woke up and everything was ok because i got to EAT it but not GAIN any calories. (:
that was probably the best dream ever.
although i'm obsessed with food, one of my biggest fears are gaining weight. and my life is a constant battle of my love of food and being fat.
stupid? i know.
at this current moment, i'm deciding whether i should go downstairs and eat a muffin. omg, i really want to eat that muffin right now. it's so yummy and nommy :D but then again, it's really late, and i won't be able to burn it off because i'll be going to sleep soon. and muffins have lots of sugar especially this one because it's a chocolate chip one. but i really want to eat it.
should i eat it ? SHOULD I ? ALL THIS PRESSURE IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD :(
xxteaa
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