Thursday, March 17, 2011

expectations.

i hate it how people always expect me to keep it together. to be the one to organise everything, pull other people's weights.
i hate it how you never wait for me after class and only come to me when you need help or when you need to talk. what about when i need to talk?
i hate it how you just continue on gossiping about the stupid things you talk about and ignore me even if i'm crying.
i hate how when you never ask me if i'm ok, but you ask me "what happened?" which really just tells me that you want to know the about the situation but not how i feel.
i hate it how you never do work.
i hate it how you insult me but you don't realise.
i hate it how everyone expects me to be happy everyday.
i hate it how people ignore you when your happy, but make a ridiculously big fuss out of you when your sad.
i hate it how you never share.
i hate it how you think your the best.
i hate it how you never start the conversation.
i hate it how you don't like me back.
i hate it how i never see you.
i hate organising things and never getting appreciated.
i hate only being appreciated when i emotionally breakdown
i hate how you look at me like that.
i hate how you say "no offense" after something that is offensive and you treat it like it doesn't mean a thing, but it does.
i hate it how i'm always the third wheel.