aiyahhhhh ! asian ?

fob ? 

gosh i can't even count how many times i've been called a fob. 

ok so i have dyed hair, a front fringe and small eyes. i liked pokemon, hellokitty and all that stuff as a child (and i still kind of do). i speak mando and canto and i always slip the occasional 'AIYAHHH' in english conversations. 

i am totally not a fob. fob pretty much means 'fresh of the boat' and is sometimes used as a racist term for people who have just migrated, and nowadays are used more towards asians.

for one, i wasn't even born in china. i was born in new zealand where people eat 'fish and chups' not dumplings. i have a pretty westernized life and to be honest, i'm pretty whitewashed for an asian. when i went back to china, lots of my relatives said that i was 'so westernized' , 'not even chinese' blahblahblahblahblah. which sometimes makes me wish that i was born in china, and that i did live in china, so then i would be able to have the same background as my nationality. 

i'm not even a typical asian when it comes to grades. i don't hardcore study, i procrastinate far too much. and my worst subject is maths. YEAH MATHS. i bet your thinking 'wow, what type of asian is she?'

no actually, i don't really mind maths that much, i think it's kind of fun because i have a COOL TEACHER . but i just suck at the subject. there's a difference ! 

the subjects that i look forward to the most would probably be textiles, food tech and visual arts.

so pretty much, sewing cooking and painting.

WOW . that's so womanly ...

THAT'S LIKE EVERYTHING A PERFECT HOUSEWIFE SHOULD DO.

NOOO I DON'T WANT TO BE A HOUSE WIFE. 

I WANT TO BE A DOCTOR. MY FAVOURITE SUBJECTS SHOULD BE MATHS AND SCIENCE. oh poop :( 

ANYWAYS . i'm ranting like a madmannnn (: PEWPEWPEW ! 

and i have a history exam tomorrow. OHHHH POOP.